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“Damn.” He swore under his breath. If someone would have told him this would have been happening when he woke up this morning, he would have laughed in their face. She continued to suck him as if he was her favorite lollipop. He grew harder in her mouth and he couldn’t hold out much longer. He wanted to feel her. He pulled away and pushed her back on the chair.

  “Please.” She breathed, opening her legs wider. He knelt between her thighs and entered her slowly. She cried out to the sensation of being filled. He gave her tight body two strokes, and then he froze. “What’s wrong?”

  “Shit!” He muttered, not realizing that he didn’t have any condoms. He pulled out and started to get dressed.

  “Ty, what are you doing?”

  “I ain’t gon’ play you like this, neither of us have any rubbers.” She simply smiled.

  “Still protecting I see.” He threw his shirt on.

  “Guess so.” Madison stood, not bothering to cover up, and grabbed her clothes. “I’m really sorry.” He offered. She nodded and took off inside quickly, so he wouldn’t see the tears in her eyes.

  Once upstairs, she locked her door behind her. Her clothes fell at her feet. What the hell was I thinking?! Dumb whore! No matter how hard I tried it always come back to this. She couldn’t face him after today. First thing in the morning she was requesting a new driver. The doorbell chimed throughout the house. She turned and cracked her door. She heard the front door open. “Can I help you?” Ty asked.

  “Who the hell are you?” Shit. Shit. Shit. Sutton.

  “Ms. Parks’ driver. Who are you?”

  “She here. MATTIE?” His voice echo off the walls. She quickly closed the door and got dressed. What was he doing here? I thought I made myself clear. She looked in her mirror and did a quick fluff to her hair. Taking a breath, she opened her door and went downstairs.

  “Sutton, what are you doing here?”

  “We need to talk.”

  “There’s nothing to say. You made your choice.” Ty still stood by the door. “I’ll be fine Ty. You can go.” He nodded and went through the open door, closing it behind him. She turned her focus back on Sutton. “Where’s Victoria?”

  “At home sleep, where she’s supposed to be.” He remarked.

  “Like you?”

  “Stop it. I came over, hoping to make things up. Let me take you out. Have some fun and come back here.” She folded her arms across her chest.

  “I don’t think so. I’m not feeling too well all of the sudden.”

  “Mattie.”

  “Two months Sutton. Two months. Not a word. Now she’s pregnant. You’re not going to change and you’re not going to leave her. I don’t believe why I sit here and believe you. I can do better and I don’t have to sit around waiting on you to make up your mind.” She snapped.

  “Baby please listen.” He came closer, wrapping his arms around her body. “You know I love you. Come on.” He whispered in her ear. Madison wanted to believe him but she knew that this was all a lie. She’d be better off with him out of her life. The games he played was driving her crazy and making her do things she had no business doing. The incident with Ty was a prime example.

  “Sutton please leave my house and don’t contact me again. If you do, I swear I’ll tell your wife all about us.”

  “You gon’ dog me out like that?”

  “Yes if you don’t leave me alone.”

  “I’ll give you yo lil space. Then when you ready, I’ll be waiting.” He opened the door. “Don’t take too long.”

  “I’ll try not to.” She remarked, rolling her eyes. He left bypassing Tammy.

  “Ok. Whoa. What is his problem?” Madison sighed and headed towards her living room.

  “I told him to back off.” Tammy closed the door.

  “Well good for you. I’m glad you dropped him.” She took a seat next to Madison.

  “Tammy, I almost had sex with Ty.” She confessed.

  “What?! When?!”

  “Today. Right before Sutton showed up. I was desperate and Ty is sort of sweet on me.” She shook her head.

  “Why almost though?”

  “He stopped it. No condoms. I felt like an idiot afterwards. I can’t face him after what happened.” Tammy rubbed her shoulder.

  “I’m sorry babes. You should lay low of everyone for a while. I ran into Victoria the other day. She told me to tell you that she’s pregnant.”

  “Yeah I know. Sutton told me. I knew then he wasn’t going to change.”

  “Are you goin’ to tell Victoria? You should if it were me, I would want to know my husband was a cheatin’ ass bastard.” Tammy said with a smile.

  “I know. I wasn’t thinking about her at all when I started messing around with Sutton. This might break her. I know Victoria.” Tammy jumped up.

  “Well let’s deal with all that later. Come on. I’m takin’ you out. A booth at Spago then clubbin’. Sounds good?” Madison smiled. She needed to blow off a few.

  “Sounds great. Let’s go raid my closet.” Tammy pulled Madison up and they headed upstairs.

  “You need to let loose. You have too much on your shoulders. I’m for one is glad that you dumped Sutton now you can move on with your life.” Madison pulled the doors to her walk-in closet open. Clothes and shoes on racks greeted her. “I never get tired of this closet.”

  “It’s just clothes. They don’t mean anything to me. I would give them away if my stylist didn’t give me crap about staying sexy at all times.” She said, flipping through a nearby rack of dresses.

  “Not to you but I would kill for this closet.” Tammy pulled a fiery red dress of the rack. She twirled in front of the closet mirror with the dress. Madison decided on dress that was the same shade of her baby blues. “Come on let’s dressed.” They laughed and fought for the mirror and makeup. It was six pm when they were actually ready to go. They stood in the hallway, looking in the mirror one last time.

  “Damn, we look good, huh?”

  “Yep.” Tammy agreed, fluffing her hair. She wore a revealing red dress that hugged her curves like a second skin. Madison wore a blue wraparound silk dress that showed a great amount of cleavage. Her curls fell about her face.

  “Want me to call a driver?”

  “No. We take my car. Valet. Let’s go.” She looped her arm through Madison’s and they walked out the front door to have a good time.

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  They sat in a booth back against the wall, laughing. The pizza and wine was delicious and they both were having a good time.

  “Is there anything else I can get you ladies?” The waiter asked, flashing a hoping to get discovered smile.

  “No thank you.” Tammy said. The waiter walked away. “God can he get more obvious?”

  “Who?”

  “Our waiter. He’s been trying to get you to notice him all night. How many wannabe actors pull this on you?”

  “I don’t really notice.” Madison said, playing with her napkin. Her mind was in a different place.

  “Okay what is wrong?”

  “Nothing.” There was a problem. Madison saw Victoria walk in with a group of people. She recognized one of them as Leona Mars, owner of the Leona Mars clothing line. She vaguely recalled Victoria working with the company. She became nervous all of the sudden.

  “Don’t lie to me. What’s wrong?”

  “Victoria just walked in with Leona Mars. I know I said I would tell her but I didn’t expect to see her so soon. Let’s just go. I know if Leona sees me she going to come over. I can’t deal with this right now. I’m out to have a good time.” She reached down for her purse.

  “Shit too late. She’s headin’ over. Best smile.”

  “Madison Parks! You look amazing dear.” Leona greeted. Madison stood.

  “Leona.” They gave each other quick kisses to the cheeks. “Hello Victoria.”

  “Hey girl.”

  “So congrats on the nomination. You must let me design you a gown for that night.”


  “Uh...sure thing. Why not? I haven’t even started to look.” Leona smiled then looked towards the host, who was waving.

  “Oh our table is ready but we must sit down sometime okay. You can get my number from Vicky.”

  “Okay.” Leona walked away, leaving Victoria behind. “You look good Vic.”

  “Thanks. I feel like a whale and I’m only three months pregnant.”

  “Really? Congrats.” Tammy rolled her eyes and looked at her pizza. “I bet Sutton’s happy.”

  “He is when he’s around. Lately I feel like I never see my husband anymore. I just wish I knew what was going on with him.” Tammy nudged Madison’s leg.

  “I’m sure he has his reasons.”

  “Excuse me Mattie. I’m goin’ to the bathroom.” Tammy scooted out the booth. Once behind Victoria back and made the gesture to spill the beans. Madison sighed.

  “Have a seat.” They slid back into the booth.

  “Mattie what’s wrong? You should be happy you have a lot going for you right now.” Victoria said. I know I should be. But I’m fucking your husband and I want out.

  “Well the reason…” Madison’s phone vibrated. She opened her purse and it was Sutton calling. She quickly ignored the call. “Sorry. Victoria” The phone went off again and she hit the ignore button again. “I swear this phone never stops.”

  “I bet. How do you do it? I would go crazy. Bad enough I have Leona blowing me up asking my input on things.” She laughed. Waves of guilt swept over Madison. Her phone went off again. “Okay. I’m going to mute that thing.” She reached over and grabbed the phone.

  “Wait!” Victoria’s face frowned.

  “Why is Sutton calling you? You have three missed calls from him.”

  “I’ve been having affair with him. I wanted to tell you. It’s over now but he…” She didn’t see the slap coming, but she felt the sting against her face. Victoria stared at her.

  “I knew he was doing something but with you?!” She spat.

  “I’m sorry Victoria!” She jumped up from the booth.

  “No you’re not. Stay away from me and my husband, you whore!” She started to walk away then look back at Madison. “Smile for the cameras whore.” She walked away. Madison looked up and saw the staring eyes of the whole restaurant.

  Chapter 3

  Victoria sat in the recliner, waiting for her unfaithful husband to walk through the door. She shook with anger. She jingled her leg to stop her from punching something. All of the people, he had to fuck her. Hollywood actress. Ms. Perfect with her millions. Why the fuck would he jump into her bed? She wondered how long have they been fucking? The thought made her skin crawl.

  “Where the hell is he?!” She screamed, her voice echoing off the wall. He didn’t even bother to come home last night. She was pissed. Everything became clear. Even the little comment Maxine had made a while back. She wished now that she did more than slap that bitch. Her adrenaline kicked in when she heard the keys in the door. She jumped up, ready to go ten rounds.

  “Vicky I’m home.”

  “In here.” He came through the doorway and she grabbed flower pot, flinging it at him with all her might.

  “What the hell?!” He ducked and it slammed into the wall behind him. “What the fuck yo problem?!”

  “My problem?! How about everyone there is to know and my fuckin’ job knows you fuckin’ Madison! Explain that shit!”

  “Where you get that shit?”

  “Bitch told me herself. I was there when yo dumb ass kept callin’ her fuckin’ phone. How long?”

  “What?”

  “You heard me. How long?” Sutton came towards her.

  “Baby listen.”

  “Don’t touch me!” She slapped his hands away. “Don’t touch me. I swear to God. How long?”

  “A year.” He admitted. She felt herself go faint.

  “A year?! How could you do this to me? After all I sacrifice for you. I work all day. Make sure we have a nice life together and this is what you do.”

  “Baby I’m sorry.” He grabbed her by the arms.

  “Let me go!” She pushed him away and swung, connecting her fist to his face. “Get out!” She swooned and clutched her stomach. “Oh god!”

  “What?”

  “Just get out! Leave my house!” Sutton slowly backed out of the room, and went outside to his car. He slid in behind the wheel and slammed his fist against the steering wheel. He was a man that lost everything. His cool, Madison, and worst of all, Victoria and her trust. He had so many things to do. One was to track Madison down. Then try to make things work with his wife. He glanced at the clock on his dashboard. It was ten thirty-four. Madison would be on set, still filming her movie. Hopefully, she didn’t let the front gate know about their so called break-up if so he could still get in. He started his car and drove over to his studio. So many emotions and things going on in his head. He pulled up to the security booth.

  “Hey is Madison on the lot?” he asked.

  “Yeah. Got here an hour ago. Go on in Mr. Jackson.” He nodded and cruised in. He stashed his car in the usual spot and went hunting for her trailer. If only he could leave her alone, that would solve all his problems. As he got closer to her trailer, he slowed down. One last time then he would go home to his wife. Sutton reached for her door handle when he heard a thump inside. He leaned over to peek in the small window. A bare back stared back at him. A male bare back with Madison’s legs wrapped around it. Her face screwed up with pleasure. The bare back continued to slam into Madison. Sutton took a step back. His chest heaved up and down. She really turned her back on me, he fumed. He yanked open the door and went inside.

  “This is the shit you do!” he yelled.

  “Sutton?!” She scrambled free from the male and yanked her dress down. “What are you doing here?! I thought I told you to stay away from me!”

  “Naw forget all that. Who is this? Huh? Damn girl you move fast. You tell Victoria now you got random dudes up in here.”

  “Ty is not random. You need to leave before I call security. Now!” she snapped.

  “Look man get out of here. She said what she had to say.”

  “Ty It’s okay. I’m calling security.”

  “It’s cool baby blue. You’ll be callin’ me again and when you do I’ll be waitin’. Undercover whores always come back.” Madison gasped and tears filled her eyes. Sutton turned and left the trailer, heading towards his car.

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  Madison’s heart pounded in her chest. Undercover whore. Was that what I am? I’m trying to so hard to not let my past get to me.

  “Are you okay?”

  “I will be. I need to be alone.” He nodded and threw his shirt on, walking out the door. The tears that she held in fell down her cheeks. All the pain and secrets she harbor broken through. She couldn’t hide her secrets any longer.

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  The door opened slowly. Thirteen-year old Madison was sleeping. Nick Parks stood in the doorway looking at his only daughter. His eyes swept the room. Toys everywhere. What a spoiled thing, he thought. He walked into the room and stopped at the bed, reeking of beer. He took a deep breath and stared. She grew up so beautifully. A little sample wouldn’t hurt before she went out into the world and gave it out for free. He slid under the covers with her and pulled her close to his body.

  “Dad?” she asked sleepily.

  “Mom and I had a fight so I’m sleeping with you okay princess.”

  “Okay.” She mumbled, falling back to sleep. He took his hand and ran it along her body. The girl at thirteen had full breasts and a figure that was still developing. He grabbed a fistful of her panties and ripped them from her body. She woke up, startled. “Dad?!”

  “You be a good little girl and stay still.” Fear crept up on her. “Princess you’re a woman now and there are things a woman has to do.” With that, he pushed her back on back and pried her legs open.

  “Daddy
what are you doing?!” He tried to kiss her. His beer breath made her sick. “No! Daddy please!” Nick broke all bonds between a father and daughter by jamming himself into his thirteen year old daughter, who screamed. He covered her mouth.

  “No. No. Daddy’s little princess doesn’t scream.” He slurred, letting go of her mouth while tearing deeper into her body.

  “You’re hurting me.” She cried, tears falling down her cheeks.

  “Shut up!” She scratched his face and he responded by slapping her across the face. She began to scream at the top of her lungs.

  “MOM! MOMMM!”

  “She’s not here. Now stop all that screaming you little slut!” He was so busy trying to keep her quiet he forgot to pull out when he came and didn’t realize until after he released in her after he was done, leaving her both crying and bleeding. “You be a good girl and go back to sleep.” He got off the bed and staggered out of the room. Madison huddled up in the middle of her bed, crying and in pain.

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  “Ms. Parks! You’re needed on set. Oh my god! Are you okay?” Madison stared at Carle in the mirror. Her face covered in tears, tears that were for the little girl robbed of her innocence so long ago. She jumped to reality.

  “Yes. I’m fine. I’ll be right out.”

  “Are you sure? I can tell the director to give you some more time.”

  “I’m coming. Let me freshen up please.” Carle slowly backed out of the trailer while Madison continued to stare at herself. She had to stay a good person. She couldn’t go back to being the whore her father made her to be. She glanced into the mirror one more time and walked out her trailer. Ty stood, waiting outside the door.

  “Are you okay? Who is that guy?” He asked concerned.

  “Just an ex that won’t leave me alone. I’m sorry about all that back there.”

  “It’s forgotten.” She smiled a smile that never reached her eyes.

  Chapter 4

  Madison decided to take Tammy and Ty as her support squad to the Oscars that night. She couldn’t bear to face the whole world alone. Ty been in her life on a personal level for two months and it’s been nice. Sutton seem to gotten the message and left her alone for the most part. Millions of thoughts were going through her head, which was why she was sitting stiff in the back of the limo.